last posted what, early february? now it's mid-may.. oops
time with my partner went great. i love them so much. they left in march which sucked but obviously couldn't keep them here forever ehe.
started work about a month and a half ago, shitty min wage retail but hey it pays the bills at least. doesn't leave room for much else but i'm dealing with that. badly. whatever lol
really tired all the time. i hope it goes away soon cause it made me burn out so hard from my last job. things are going good for now at least. i just hope i can figure something out to make it so this will feel like it can last. because it still feels so shaky and scary. i feel like it could all crumble down at any moment and i can't tell if it's my anxiety or just a fair stress.
oh well.
i just can't stop thinking "i wanna go back to bed" all the time. on days i dont work i'm usually sleeping 12-14 or some crazy amount of hours per day and those are the only days i feel alright.
been trying to take my breaks outside to get some sun in and that's not really helping
~ mortis